stuff you didnt wish to know
seeing as how this would be my site, i should probably inform you some about about myself [for those who dont know]i am a month away from being seventeen at the moment and atted lancaster high school, yes in the quaint* town of lancaster ohio. i live here with my mother and pets, sometimes my brother is here when on break from the art institue [aka college]as is dad but usually that is only on sudays. my parents arent seperated just live apart due to dads work etc. i have only petty complaints about my childhood nothing i can change so going by sevistic thought fuck it. rightnow i am content with things and only had a few years of counseling to get here *wink* [no really]. i am a member of the marching band guard, and have many really close friends from that. i tend to be an unsocial socialite if that makes sense. my personality is one that prefers solitude yet i have a lorge group that i hang with and party though i am not always comortable with too many people especially if i dont know them. it takes time to understand my sarcasm and most are too dumb and just get pissed off. i am really into outdoor type things like biking, hiking skating etc. and ignore me if i ever tell you i cant swim. for being fairly young i have an expanse understanding and knowledge of things [normally useless information too].

there is also a large part of me that i owe due to personal tastes ideas and the like that i have fought hard to be accepted by society. music has always been a really important outlet for me. i have never really understood the whole bubble gum pop genre however. my preference is more for: misfits, smashing pumpkin, orgy,coal chamber, deftones, garbage, and the like. more recently well within the past three years adds local bands like cringe, monkeynut, liquid16 tsybil and soma, and then some british groups including pitchshifter that friends introduced me to. other than allowing me to relax and find some truth in thier lyrics some have songs that just mean a lot to me for my own reasons. if you know the bands then you might also recognize my influence for style. i dont really try for a certain appearance, but this is just what i have found comfortable. it ranges from the happy goth look to the slightly punked out. black makes me happy and as for my makeup - its the only artistic value i hold. youll find me on occaision with glitter and pink* and a rather lost child of the eighties look. [waling through the airport in macs, and a hoodie carrying a teddy bear by the arm is typical]. yes i am often judged on appearance but suprisingly i am *s.m.r.t.* you either hate me or love me. there is no in between ever...